~A sonG withOuT SOuL~

我不配

2009-11-22T05:46:00.001-08:00

FeelinG Neglected this days! Been busy working & schooling.
Sometime feel even tired & Lonely!
Yup every effort pay a price. I even forgot the days where I'm with?
Nvrmind! Just stay calm & steady with things that I'm doing!
God KnowS & I know!

Is that an Neligent?!

2009-06-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

Jus got back hm! Feelin so tiring! Chest Feelin aching! Probably stress abt WOrk and some other Partnership thingy! Was quite piss off with my colleague! Make an mistake and still dun apologise plus giving attitude! (Do u knw by giving such attitude could destroy your apprisal i.e. Career)! Anyway I dun care le!
SOmetime I really hope U could be my side!
Its really tough when you are all alone facing the relistic life!
To be able to Lead and Success this is the things I got face!
(My tear often roll down when i'm all alone)
Probably this is the way to Success!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* I'm Sorry for being so Naive!
=,(

ChinA ShanghaI TriP!

2009-05-24T08:13:00.001-07:00

Ice-cream melt le lar!
aCT LIKE ITS NICE!

Three nite Shanghai!

onE OF THE FAMOUS RESTURANT IN SHANGHAI!
ON DADDY! YUMMY! GooD! RatinG 5/5 *****

"DONG PO RONG" EEEEEeeeeeeeeeee!

MEETING AMY ON SECOND LAST DAY OF MY TRIP!

Dinner oN AMY! Really Appreciated! Delicious!

My Shanghai good fren!
"Me anD AMY"

Shanghai nite Life " Drink On AMY" ThankS AMY!

mORE PicS WILL be UPLOADED!

I'm in XI WU(China) NOW! ShanGhai!!

2009-05-11T08:12:00.001-07:00

ItS relaxing here! but the weather here change very fast! Gosh!
Nose Bleed almost everydaY! due to the weather!
I really hope could go with u at the lake! watching Sunrise!
miSS U AlwaYS!

SO tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

Endurance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cough COugh~*

2009-04-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

My goSH! Woke up in the morning! Feelin really terrible! Throat feel so pain! still feeling unwell! Really doc said i need aleast 10days to recover! Body aching! hmmm!
SO dun care still go work! This morning! Nothing much i could said abt them!!!!!!!!!
No offence!
Its still the same! GIVinG those BLack attitude Face! But I dun care! Its my duty to finish up my joB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Endure Its the onli things i could do! There more to come! I'm always ready for it! =) zzzzzZzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ

Sickness Could Give myself break!

2009-04-04T04:32:00.000-07:00

hmmm! Was having fever on Friday! But had to endure and still when to work! Gosh~ really can't take it! Than when to consult doc! Got An MC! Doc said u need to rest dun too stress! Cos my chest feel so pain! Due to virus! Doc said got to rest no activity........... Go resT ok! Nw having SORE THROAT!!!!!!! Giddy!!!!!!! Feeling SO COld!!!!!!!!!!!! Throat Pain! NO energy! Many things to finish! Prob in WOrk!
Its time for me to endure!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY TARGET!
1)~FINISH MY SCH(UNI)
2)~?????

My Birthday daYS!

2009-03-28T06:17:00.001-07:00

My BirthdaY Present Frm MY BOSS and Colluague!(CARROT & TAKA VOUCHER)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pie FrM LilinG(DAR)!
Rice On Diana!

ThE PicS DaYS

2009-03-22T00:01:00.000-07:00

ProbleM=Work Nvr endS!

2009-02-26T08:06:00.001-08:00

So tired! My Brain is fuLL of WorK & Problem! There are unpredictable things happen!
Jus like problem! Though I could solve iT immediatly! but its not easy as I think!
I'm tired! I need rest! I need Break!
Travel is a good idea! But there things that hanging over! Problem & Sch Project!
Problem jus like things that I wanted to hav an Explaination & even to solve!!!!!!!!!

"QuestioN MarkS"

2009-02-24T07:55:00.000-08:00

Im Tired~! Really Feel like tearing.......
Nothing I could said........ Many things had happeN!
I really hope I still can hanG oN!
Feeling lost for the wholE daY~*

I dun KnoW~!

2009-02-23T06:30:00.000-08:00

I dun knw wads the reason! Why All Lies comes to me! =,(
I really feel so miserable! There are nothing I could do!
ItS all abt trusts and even believe! I cant believe tis prob is belong to mE!
ItS HurTS! Its PaiN! ItS UnforgiVEneSS & Unacceptable!!!!!!!!
Maybe this is truth! I deserve iT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lyrics by Zen Lee

~My tear simply Roll DOwn, just like before~
~My trust Could Nvr Fellow, My Heart beat simply stop~
~I ask myself, this could be jus a dream or Nightmare~
~Maybe I jus can't accept this as a fact~
~Neither to move or FOrgot~
~A chance could more than enough for me to exist~
~There are nothing I could listen and even said~

MAnY thinGs could be easily donE, buT I did not do iT PERFECTLY!!!!!!! ='(

2009-02-18T08:35:00.000-08:00

I believe in DREAM & Even hopES! BUt Many thingS has happEN! DUe to a mistake thaT I makE in mY life! My Time management SUcKS! IN WORK, PERSONAL MATTER & EVEN STUDY! REALLY MESS UP! Didnt really do it PERFECTLY!!!!!!!!!!!
ReallY feel a little miserable! I can BRing my stress i.e"work" matter home
jusT like giving attitude to the others that does not relate and even affect my personal life as well as in study! ReallY hope that there is more enough time for me to rest and even Re-organise my LIFE!!!!!!! Sorry to EVeryonE!!!!!!!
=,(

*************************************************************************************
There are nO VALENTINE DAY FOR ME EVER SEEN THE FIRST BREAK UP IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

~OBJECTIVE~
*I will try mY best to cope uP everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*"BEING THE OUTSTANDING ONE IN MY DEPTS"
*FInish UP mY PROJECTS!
*Try to get out from the miserable daYS!!!!!

DaddY B'daYS~*

2009-02-08T04:22:00.000-08:00

PicS oF thE DaYS**

2009-02-05T07:56:00.000-08:00

DADDY B'DAY!!!!!!!!!!!
CHEERS!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE U DADDY!!!!!!!!!

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CNY??????????!!!!!!

2009-01-27T00:03:00.000-08:00

CNY does seeM like onE! FeelinG so tiring! So losE! miSS aLL mY buddY and FreN!
COncentrate abt work but lose lots of communication & contact with freNS!
haIZ! WiLL try tO look out for some time for YOU GUYS! =) BusY daYS!!!!!!!!!

BTW< HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!!

Rdgs,
Zen Lee J.Y

Im tireD~!

2009-01-12T06:43:00.000-08:00

Birthday jus pasS! Feelin alittle confuse! thinking that whY am I stiLL not there yeT! I.e. (wad have i achieve while im in 21th!) NOthinG yeT!and now im 22 years old! Hai! THere are more goals and personal target! hai! Btw was quite happY while I receive a Gift frm mY boss and colleague! A Carrot( hahahaS was a Joke frm them!)! even if is just a carrot! I won't minD! Aleast You guys cheer me uP! While im focusing! As all the docs was all over my table! Thanks Rosalind(boss),K.K, Seline, Rodson, Debora & Li Ying(Diana)! & Daddy, Mummy, Sis, didi, dar & alex! for all the wonderful thingy u did for me! thankS! although I did not receive any cake but I receive a BIG PIE From DAR! AND LUnCH FRM DIANA! =)
*Hope all my effort & hard work count!

(2008 has pass, new live has born!)
(The tearS had jus fellow thru the momory!)
(No one Knows, No one Heard!)
(Maybe The Effort could change the world thaT Nvr Exist!)
(FOcusing and learning is a ProcesS!)
(I wiLL BE alwaYS tHE ONE!)

(I trust YOu, dun Let me dowN!)
(Hope the trust, will nvr turn into a endlesS path~!!!)

Unpredictable Life~*

2008-12-25T09:13:00.000-08:00

ChrisTmaS Eve does seem like one! More like an fell daY workinG! Finish work at
7:30pm!!!!!!!!!! and others left the office at 4pm sharp! and Me! work late! sigh!!!!!!!!!! after work go to bosS hse to Celebrate Christmas Eve! So tiring! Ate those BBQ food, Drink beer and doze off in the karaeok room! thaN go drink again! reach home at 6 plus! BTW thanks bosS and your husband for showing lots of care and concent towards me~ Really Appreciate! and Im tinkinG oF you My daR!
* Sometime u might be the outstanding onE~ But u can be the Best or the Worse one!
Being the outstanding one U need to be more careful while doing thingS~ Once You did a mistake people will start saying is it tis is it that! unlike the worse one! people will jus gossip all they one and jus dun care!
Really feelin tired when people does seem like giving some team work! Really hope those situation will be better! and stoP gossiping and saying that boSS is bias!!!!!! We are a team!! Im trying hard to help you guys out! Be a team!!!!!!! And not jus pushing work and being childish!
Im not superman! I cant do all three or four person work! I need to handle two persoN work load and not jus one person load like you all!!!!!!!!!!
Its tiring, and stresS! Is easy to say but is not easy to handlE!
(Dar hope I did not neglect you!!!!!! Im sorrY!!!!! I apologise for being toO emotional)!!!!!!!!!!! SorrY DaR! LoVE U!***********

DND NITE

2008-12-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

A wonderfuL dinner & dance conducted by DIANA & elsE! HahahaS!
After DND was rushing to Constance b'daY! With bei bao, Diana, COnstance & ME!
Eat Sing And DrinK! HAhahahaS! Was SO drunK! hahahaS! reach home at 5.30am! wOW! HAppeninG maN! Really EnjoY the day with U ALL! AND MY SWEETIE BEI BAO!!!!!!!!!!!!
BTW more pics will be uploadeD!

Fiona and ME! During DND! Act like an teacheR!!! =) KAWAYI DES!

Bei Bao wad are U doinG aR! IN mY rooM???????????????!!!!!!!!!

Bei baO WOR~*

2008-12-07T12:31:00.000-08:00

your fave rabbit! tinkin to buy u one! Rabbit frm london! SGD499!!!!A little ex for a bunnY!

Mont blanc(wallet) christmas Present from bei bao~*=) thank U! muacK!!!!Btw do like the watcH~?! Can see U like alot! ONe more present for U!!!!!!!! =) EX EX DER! GUESS WAD! a bag/dress/pet(SGD499 rabbit) or phone?! hahahahaS! will knw?! once u receive!

My new sweet homE~* stiLL under constructioN~*

HeavY worK LoaD~*

2008-11-27T08:43:00.000-08:00

Hai~ So tiring & also even feel stresS this few dayS~ Properly more tasks and work to to do~!
SOmetime really wants to have a short holidayS! DIdnt knw that I need to adapt so much tingy to mY (Zicrosoft) cell! TakinG over this and tat! Maybe boss think that I can cope up fast enough! BUT its really tired as in those people around u didnt even bother to ask how you feel & lend a single hand to rescue!!!!!!!! Wad a world! That consist of Selfishness and jelousY~! But there is eyes everywhere! Wad I can said Im trying hard to achieve and even to help! Hope U their others think this way toO! fEEL LIKE TEARING sometime! Its a very tough path and strugging intO thiS!
& my bosS EXpectatioN its toO high towards mE! I always think that Im still not into the standard yeT!

TO Mine lovely Sweetie(BEI BAO) I really enjoy the movie with u "007" ,but a Little lamE!, & Really can let me forget/forgot those DOCS & PROB that face in the work place! MIssinG you & Im looking forward to every SAT & SUN with YOU!ANTI stress daYS!
Pratising our CANNON IN D~* AND MARRIAGE D AMOUR!

我正在努力！！！

2008-11-24T08:02:00.000-08:00

Time REALLY pASS FAST! FèelinG TireD! 我很努力去学习！我好累但我不会放弃！未来就在我手中*希望这一切能让我突破*压力我一定能够克服*！！！
我决不放弃否则对不起自己*

StresS & tirinG BuT wiLL endurE~*

2008-11-12T07:54:00.000-08:00

It might be stresS & tirinG~ buT its part of mY liFE~* A START MIGHT BE ALITTLE BITTER BUT THERE WILL BE SWEETNESS COME IN A LATER PART~ ENDURE! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
U are rite Dar~* staY Focus anD Calm, when dealing with MatterS and probleM~!
Its part of mY life to facing those ProbleM! The higher u climb the difficulty u will face! But its A LEARNING PROCESS to me!

* DaR DaR hope u are enjoying the triP RITE NOW!
* Remember to PlaY SaFe and WILL sEe U sooN! MisSinG you!
Btw Im keepinG FiT! AND HMmMmM! *TINKING THAT U'RE GAINING WEIGHT! =) UNLIKE ME LOSE WEIGHT! DUE TO STRESS/BUSYNESS! MOST OF THE TIME WERE LUNCH IN~! SAD HOR! =X

FeeLinG tirinG & a littLe oF ConfustioN~*

2008-11-04T07:53:00.000-08:00

Today a shedule a little busY & tirinG~! BusY teachinG mY nEW Colleague & learninG neW thinGY! Sometime Im thinkinG whY liFe had to be like thiS~* WHY Am I workinG sO hard & get NothinG~* I reallY feeL TirinG~ WHeN caN I be the ONE WHo DrivE A CAR To the OFFICE & HAD mY OWN APARTMENT~??????? Its like stiLL dunnO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its tirinG when people start to compare and even judge the future of yourS would be likE~! bUT it remind me of something I neeD to BE independent!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO worDS bUT juSt an AcheivemenT & Result!!!!!!!!!!!!! ThankS DaddY for the supporT U guve to me! Dar I reallY wish I can DO iT!!!!!!!!!!
CONFUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HousE WarminG~*

2008-10-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was having Hse warminG~=) everyone was like so happY~! Special thanKS to My Dearest Daddy & Mummy! woke up earLY in the morninG just to prepare thE fooD & some delicious disheS~ and foR mY joB is to help to clean and tidY up the WholE housE! hmMm~* EveryonE waS enjoYinG thE moment~! Btw There somemore hse warminG! FamilY memberS, DaddY FreNs, MummY FreNs, Sis FrenS & Bro FrenS!!!!!!!!!!!!
HahahahS~! So manY tO gO! anYway ItS time to Prepare for mY "IPPT"! hahahaS!
hmMmM~ thiNkiNG waD to geT foR ChristmaS GifT! =) hMmM~ HOlidaY is OveR!!! TimE to WOrk haRD for TMR~! =x
DaR I'm miSSinG U!

ChanGeS In My LifE~*

2008-10-19T01:05:00.000-07:00

There's a place`~ There's a need~ There's One who U can Trust~*
Who make my life out of miserable~ A happinesS can be a little short & can be just like an lighting speedly when thru acrosS the cloud..... But its just a matter of Cherish & memories~ Who makes u thinK that isn't a waste of time but a Good thinGs to be remember~* To someonE whO I LoveS~* CheeRS~*

2008-10-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

hAHa CUtiE~*

THe DaY witH u~*

2008-10-04T08:52:00.000-07:00

LaZy To geT somethinG, So decide to cooK somethinG for mYself & stay In mY ComforT hse~* (Mee frM S'pore + Ingredient frM Korean) =) yuMMY BUt Super SpicY~!!!!!!!

No morE fooD~! =x

HeY No GreedY~* We sharE the cakE Ya! =)

YiPee~

2008-09-29T08:22:00.000-07:00

HEy guys Was busY with WOrK and MovinG hsE & doinG some cleaninG and UnpackinG~! =)
wiLL update MOrE of mY WonderfuL LiFE~! A Perfect Atmosphere foR mE~!

HeY YoU! =)

WinK~ MuacK! CutiE DaR DaR~* WiTH SitCH!!!!!!

~ToDAYs~

2008-09-08T07:36:00.001-07:00

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RunninG againsT thE wavE!!!!!!!!

2008-09-04T09:58:00.000-07:00

hi guYs~ lonG didnt bloG le! waS quite busY in mY currenT joB & StudieS!!! PLuS Im movinG tO a New EnvironmenT~* Which meaN thaT ITs A new beginninG oF mY LifE~!
YeaH~ i got new challengE in my joB!!!!!!!!!!! =)

ReLaX & smiLE~*

2008-08-19T09:31:00.001-07:00

MY BEsT BUddY~*

NationaL daY CeLebratioN

AT SeafooD Harvest Resturant oN 15 AugusT 2008~*

On 13 AugusT 2008~* (PS Japanese Resturant)

Receive Donut frm mY (小小小老板)

2008-08-07T09:26:00.000-07:00

GoSH~ WednesdAY Was So busY!!
MorE and MorE WORK To hanDLE And GETTING More anD MORE RespoNSIbLE! LACK oF ENERGY~
Actually was planninG To lunch in!!! BuT My kinD 小小老板 Ask me for Lunch! And So i decide to go lunch with heR! Than after lunch 小小老板 DecidE To treat us eaT DÖNUT! CööL! CUTE DONUT THAT TAG ALONG WITH A BEE ON TOP OF IT~*

~ThursdaY 080807~
今天我的 Mouth bleed 了!My bracer break! Than got a cut at the gum area! gosH! ENDURE UNTIL MY BOSS REALIZE TAT MY MOUTH WAS BLEEDING! And she Was so shock and she wans me to consult the doc immediatly! Was quite badly! Doc said aleast neED A mönth to recoveR! And whenever i eat or drink! The blood will stilL FLOW OUT!
WAH So PaIN Now!
=# ! LACK OF ENERGY AND BLOOD!!!!!!!!

ItS noT aS easY aS U thiNK~*

2008-08-05T08:53:00.000-07:00

HeY everybodY~* was quite busy this dayS~* yuPP~* Time to updaTE mY empty PlaiN bloG~* 8)
hmMm~ yuP was quite HappY workinG in a GlobaL COmpanY~ and at same been adept fast enough in mY joB scopE(HoPE I adept FasT enouGH =0)~ anYwaY thanKs tO aLL mY "MentoR"
wHO guide mE alonG the waY~* I reallY appreciate the waY U praise mE~! And givinG me loTS of motivatioN~* ThanKS tO MentoR, Colleague(FRENS) & mY SuperioR~* =)
Although sometime might hav trouble in Work + LIfE (AND FeeLinG RestleSS) = BUt I believe aLL can be solve and can be doNE~ coS Im ZEN LEE~! GAmBAtE~! Im goinG uP and this is not the enD yeT! But therE are MOrE to COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A biG daY foR mY UncLE~*

2008-07-26T03:06:00.001-07:00

WeddinG waS held at ForT CanninG HiLL~* And waS plaYinG pianO and also sing for my for my UNcle~* wiLL upload the video ya!=)

HeY guYS hmmm~* lonG tiME didnt bloG le~* SomEhoW quite BusY~* yuP~ =)

ConfustioN~*

2008-07-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

hmMmM~ Feel so tired now~ PlanninG for the next oversea triP~ Where should I go?
& Should I brinG her alonG~? Feeling so confuse now~! Wad caN do to prevent all misunderstanding? COMPLICATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway My work load is getting HeavieR~ yuP jus sit back and relaX noW! ThankS for the CARE U givE tO U! I really appreciable! =)

ComPanY TriP JuSt EndeD~* =)

2008-07-06T08:13:00.001-07:00

A SPeecH bY OUR DIRECTOR (S'PORE BRANCH)
ENjoY & HavE FuN~*

Gosh no choice got to when uP and dance~*
AnywaY as lonG as Everyone enjoY caN le!

BacK to WorK~* hMmMmM~* CompanY triP was reallY AmazinG~* My FirsT OverSeA triP~*
cOoL~* HavinG luncH with aLL the GM~* SCarY* hahahahAS! BUT their realY freN~
ParTy NItE~*

AbAndoN aLL thE feaR & CoNfusiON~*

2008-06-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morninG~ SomehoW FeeLinG abit LOSe & Confuse~ DunnO whY~!!! Am I givinG mself too much stresS! FacinG lots of unwanTeD stuff~* I dunnO whY humaN likES to CompaRE~* AnywaY I duN caRE WaD otherS saiD or eveN compaRE~* I am jusT waD I aM~* I believE I caN DO iT! CoS I aM ZEN~* There are still a long waY to go! thankS to all the people who care for mE!
SOrrY~*

I feel that I'm stiLL noT readY & I can't contribute anythinG for U yeT! Cos I'm always busY & I'm still couldn't release her in mY hearT~! I'm SOrrY~*

Bro B'daY & PT worK~*

2008-06-29T09:51:00.000-07:00

Day pass faster than I think~ Good time pass fasT!!!
WhY am I sO busY alwayS~ WhY cant I feel anythinG~ What am I waitinG foR!
WhY am I alwayS thinK thaT TImE Is Not enough FOr ME!
I really Dun wan to hurt or even waste any of their time and even youth~*
I really want to moVE oN! WHy caNt I jusT movE oN and GivE a TrY~*
I reallY cant feeL anythinG noW!!!!!!!!! Maybe Im really tired and maybe still wiatinG!!!!!!!!!!!No choice~* This is me! I really need to focuse in mY CAREER & THINGS that are more important to ME!!!!!!!!!!

Sat & Sun~*
Additional worK tasK indicate bY mY Part-time BosS~*
Although Is tirinG but was so FUN~
Speacially Thanks to SteveN & YvonnE~ SpendinG loTs of $$$$$ to buY those gooD food foR us~*
ThankS to all mY funnY good FreN Nicholas~!
hahahaS and My Part-time GF EtheL~*
hahahahaS and Chia Yee mY 1/3 GF~*
FUnnY OnE! ENjoYS workinG with U aLL!

WordS frM SenioR~*

2008-06-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

HavinG lunch with mY colleague frm HR dept and they are Shirley, Jasmine and Jaslin. Hahahas..... travel a long distance frm Raffles to Boat quay and just to eat Some SambaL SotonG, StingraY, black pepper chick and sweet and sour pork~ Hmmm` NicE! And waS chattinG about ShoppinG and our in cominG COMPANY TRIP TO OVERSEA~ hMmMm~
And yA~! and was planninG for mY schooL work~ ActuallY is quite tirinG as U study part-time & at the same time Working full-time in a GlobaL GrouP ! BUt Is Fun & ChallenginG~* worDs frm mY In-charge..... She said < Zen u need to rest when u needed, dun over work urself. and focuse only one thing by one thing.... I knw u are ambition and have high Expectation in urself...... U just need to learn to relax more and slowly take it one by one!!!!!!!! ITs truth that i did not stop runninG ever since the first daY I step on MY WORK PLACE~* Sometime I feel really tirinG but I jus tell myself to ENDURE AND I kNW THINGS ARE COMING ON MY WAY~*
The 1st steP of mY AcheivemenT is To get Perfection in mY JOB SCOPE & to move to mY next stages of MY HIGHER EducatioN!!!!!!!!!!
After work when out with BEST FREN RANDY, GEN & KAREN!!!!!!!!!! FOR DINNER! AT OCHARD XING WANG~! =)
eNJOyINg MY DINNER~! YUMMY! We havinG the same Noodle but minE is NO drY! Mine is with soup cos im not feeling weLL! Sore throat & Headache =( Nvrmind~ PlanninG tO GO BeachinG~ With U guyS! =)~*

FeelinG TIRING~ KeePinG SilenT~ & FACING ALL THE ChallenGE~*

2008-06-23T10:42:00.000-07:00

hmMm~* fèelinG Alittle tirinG and SOMEHOW shack! Been busY For this and that! And jus Recover frm taT FLu buT THERE are still alittle of Sore throat! DoctoR said u neeD To resT More and drinK More water Ya! TryinG To be as Perfect as I could to be oNE OF THE OUTSTANDING ONE IN MY CAREER! LearninG NEW THinGS TODAY!!! Everyday been facing all kinD of ChallenGE! AND Im ALWAYS ASKING MYSELF?! What cAN i Do to becoME An betteR PerSON! AnywaY thanks to u!

FooD~*

2008-06-18T09:17:00.000-07:00

THis Is wad I ate! DurinG BusY daYS~* hahahaS~ JApanesE FooD woR~* BUT was BUsY~*
FeelIng of achievemenT~* In mY LIFE, there are alwayS ChallenGe fOR ME tO SolVE! I BeliEVE I CAN ACHEIEVE WAD I WAN IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FATHER DAY CELEBRATION~*

2008-06-15T08:52:00.000-07:00

Father day CelebratioN aT CentraL MaLL~* At a Japanese Resturant~*
Daddy hope U like iT~* =) Is an smaLL gifT I could give at the moment~* I will put more effoRT & even work hardeR~* To Give U wad U WaN, In the FUTURE~* CheeRS~* =)
LiFE Is MeaninG~ Although there are loTs of LotS oF IN COminG CHallenGE tO facE~! ThanKS tO U~ =) (JULY 18)is Uncle weddinG~

If therE's a ReturE~*

2008-06-12T11:35:00.000-07:00

SOmetime thinGS couldn't forgeT expeciallY when there are memories thaT make Ur smile brighteR, CarE & even happinesS~* theY can be witH U ForeveR! & theY caN be a thinGs thaT make uR smILE BRIGtheR Or eveN LessER! BUt nothing I can regret of~! Is a fact! I accept iT! Im not a gd GuY or even a perfect guy that could give her anY of the happiness that she wantS!! I accepT iT! But Im stiLL MisSeS HeR! I juS really hope time could froZeN thE good memories~*
And I nvr regret being together with U onCE iN mY LIFE! Im haPPY whEn U are around and eveN a msG thaT u send for mE! I learN loTs of loTs of huMaN neeDS and eveN a aim tO acheive iN mY goAL(LIFE)!I believe u are gd noW! May god bLeSS U! My LOVE***

*~Fathers daY celebratioN oN SaT in a Japanese Resturant~!

*~ AttendinG Uncle weddinG!!!!!!!!!!!! BrinG alonG somEonE!
Cos My Bro BrinG GF & Sis BrinG BF....... Me BrinG ?????(SOMEONE)! =)

最长的电影

2008-06-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

I'm goinG to sinG & plaY thiS sonG witH mY FavouritE PianO speciallY foR U!!!!!!!!! On FridaY, PErformance! AlthouGh U are NO LOnGeR WItH ME! BuT I wiLL alwaYS RemembeR ThE LOveS U giVE tO ME!

C Cm F
我們的開始是很長的電影
C Cm F G
放映了三年我票都還留著
C Cm F
冰上的芭蕾腦海中還在旋轉
C G C
望著你慢慢忘記你
C Cm F
朦朧的時間我們溜了多遠
C Cm F G
冰刀劃的圈圈起了誰改變
C Cm F
如果再從來如果會稍嫌狼狽
C G C
愛是不是不開口才珍貴
F G Em Am
再給我兩分鐘讓我把記憶結成冰
F G C
別溶化了眼淚你妝都花要我怎麼記得
F G
記得你叫我忘了吧
Em Am
記得你叫我忘了吧
F G C
你說你會哭不是因為在乎

A worDs taT I waN to heaR FrM U~*

2008-06-08T08:59:00.001-07:00

Sometime things that u do....... U didn't do well! And u feeL miserable about it! Sometime u have to reflect and think! Wad cause thiS! Wad make u didn't do well~ YuP! Although I didnt did weLL in My thinGS~ Always remember this~ Never give uP!There are always things can be solve~! I believe I can do iT! JuS blaminG mYself & feelinG guitY About iT! Wad I need is frm ur WorDs! I'm MissinG U!******** LOVE U!

thanKS TO U~

2008-06-07T11:27:00.000-07:00

To a persoN Who Care for me~ hahahas~ dun worry gal im just at my fren house and it was jus an gatherinG. YUP. I Did drink alot. Although u call me and ask me not to drink or nt to drink so much~... YUP I Really precious the care and concent... A promise tat i say to u. If one daY there is a chance or???? U might BE the onli one I care and eveN LOvE! I wil bring u along to all my gatherinG or event~ but i believe that there are stil a loñg way to go an to acheieve iN mY goaLS~! So let time be the decisioN`~! =)

DaY RelaXinG!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

GoSh todaY after finisH uP aLL mY MissioN I.e. mY job scope! SufferinG frM GasTriC PaiN! waH! PaiN & feeL likE vomitinG!

ThE MEN!!!!!!!!! HaahahaS!

CheeRs~!WaS havinG Our BuffeT in OUr COmpanY! NIcE Buffet!rEALLy ENjOy It! & loVINg iT!

AHahahAS! FunnY!

StaR GAtheR~!

2008-06-02T10:40:00.000-07:00

HaVinG OuR SuPPeR~* AT SomE STeamboat ResturanT!!!!!!!! yuMMY! CHeeRS!

MR JAY CHOU & TINO LAO SHI =) HappY MOmenT~*

To Be A BettER PerSoN!!!

2008-05-30T12:06:00.000-07:00

ThinGS had change! There are more thinGs to learN in mY JoB noW!!! MOvinG fasT! MOre thinGs to handlE! First time handling aLL kinD oF CurrencY ratE! Need to do exchanGE & elSe! hmmm! JusT come back home home! Tiring! GOinG out with JUstiN! watCHinG MoviE, DInE & ShoP!! yUP! StayinG oveR mY plaCE alsO! hmmM! PlanninG tO gO chILL ouT witH somE freNS! YUP! StiLL planninG! There are lotS oF thinGS to handlE & eveN happen on iNcominG
JUnE!

~*Fion(AUnT)(SUPERBAND COncerT & competition) got to Attend!
~*Calix(YounGer BrOther) B'daY!
~*StayinG ResorT witH Jerlynn(Sis)!
~*OutinG witH mY Gd FreN JustiN & DannY!!!!!!!
~*MeetinG RanDY(BEST FreN) foR ChiLL & CraZY SHoppinG!
~*DininG WitH "Some Old freN" Not coNfirm!hahahAS!
~*AttendinG couRsE!!!
~*& there are more to attenD!

WaitinG For Miracle~*

2008-05-29T11:12:00.000-07:00

DoinG WEll in mY JOB SCOPE* But problem always come and come. No matter how many things I solve or settle there will be a new oNe out agaiN* ENDLESS ROAD... ChallengeR AlwayS Come to mE* Wil solve them in MATURE waY* After work Was having shopping with best buddy Randy at Taka and Parangon. Brought lots of clothes at Hugo boss. And Gucci* Than suddenly got a cal frm hm. . . . . Daddy sprain his back* waS So worrY At firsT* lucky is stil ok* feELInG HURT and HelpleSS* siaN!GoinG back to mY TKD training!

A dreaM thaT Dun WannA wakE uP!

2008-05-24T21:49:00.000-07:00

JusT Woke up! HavinG a DreaM that hope is reaL! I dream of her! We get back together! I dun wanna Wake uP early! I wan to spend a lonGer time With her In mY dreaM! ALthough dream does come true! But aleast I get to spend time with her In mY DreaM & Im happY! Really hope it true! BUt it does exist! HaI! Maybe I reallY thinK toO mucH! Nvrmind time to have mY breakfast!

I neeD DisciplinE & More OutstandING PERFORMANCE~*

2008-05-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

I need some Discipline & Outstanding PerformancE in mY Work PlaCE! NO more shop shop on MondaY To THursdaY! ONli for fridaY! nEED EXtra COncentration In mY WorK!!
ThursdaY was HavinG a painfuL afternoon! SufferinG & endurinG frm the Miserable GastriC torture! After work than Meet Randy(GD BuddY)for BuffeT! WhiLE thaN After awhile Go for CraZY niTE! hahahahaS! EnjOY!NexT morNinG! GoinG back to worK! HahahaS! HavinG A BluR stonE FaCE!
HahahaS! After work meet YinG Hui For Movie Nite! HahahaS! "CHOCOLATE"!!!!!! WAH! KUNGFU! 540 KicK! HAhahaaS! I alsO knW how to kicK! BUt Is a young little small gaL leh! Wow very Impressive! YinG hui I though u say u wan to sleep all the way till the whole movie show ends! hahahaS! But U Are watchinG THe WholE movie lEH! YuP forgotteN! Before thaT! WAs having Bakezin! HavinG Lavender tea & for her she was having Camoemon Tea(I hope This is how it speLL)! & Ice CreaM! Ya Ying hui Fren also got come! Er! Whats her name AR? ForgotteN! A very funnY Cute GAL! =)

ThE VesaK DaY~*

2008-05-19T07:00:00.000-07:00

Yess~* TImE to BloG~* TOdaYs EvenT~ HavinG LuncH with WHole FamiLY include Sis(BF), BRO(GF) & Sis(Jerlynn)~* A big GatherinG~ HavinG Vegetalian... In the morninG! ThaN go Temple For PrayER~! ThaN Go shoP for DinneR~ MUmmY cooK~! HahahahAS! PLnninG to go aboard with Sis(Jerlynn) to Euro or Asia? hahahaS~! Is to relaX after aLL the HArdshiP i.e EfforT thaT have maKE in WOrK(CAREER) ~! BUt there are more to GO! hMmMmM~!TimE to rest~ Tmr will be a busY daY again~! Jia U~ & Sis(Jerlynn) rmb for our Lunch aR! Ur OCBC building wiLL BE very neaR me OrH! JIA U SIS! I WILL BE THERE FOR U DER!!!!!!!!!!!!

My New SonG~ 《等代的人》

2008-05-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

Lyrics by Zen Lee

《等代的人》
慢慢的走慢慢的看
不想停不想里
停留在时间不能在回头看
不能在流泪
空中的气温也少了
笑话笑声也消失掉
满足的笑也等代爱
而不是 ~
等代就有爱
只要期代就是爱
只要爱就要去爱~

我想她但只能够放心中~*

2008-05-12T10:12:00.000-07:00

哈哈~ today usinG CHinese wor~* 突然想起了过去做的傻事~* 有些还是真的很好笑* 但是过去的错事都不能在完回~！爱一个人真的不容易~在一起也不容易~！有时候想起你的时候~突然好想把电话拿起来而开始打给你而说《你好吗》！但是我怕你会不开心！无论发生什么事我都会在你身后的！加油！~谢谢你让我知道世上是要求完美的~但是我会不停的要求完美！

你还记得这图案吗？你是第一个我带上去的而也是 Last oNE~ 上帝让我拥有你~！！！

PHoTO~*

2008-05-11T08:50:00.000-07:00

=) WanTeD tO RusH~*
DarE to DrivE~! TesT thE SpeeD~*!!! HahahahaS~* SomEoNe Is DriVinG~!

*~Sis(Jerlynn) & Me~*

A GooD NEwS ThaT Can'T ShaRE WitH ThE PerSoN~*

2008-05-07T08:10:00.000-07:00

Wooh~ YesS TImE for My BloGGeR aGaIn~* JusT goT bacK Home~! HavinG a relaxinG shower~! Feelin sO tireD todaY~ doinG lotS of Settlement, CurrencY thinGY & eveN Some reporT thinGS~* hMmMm~ Due to Tokyo & China side HavinG HolidaY~ WaH! Everything is like havinG ~W W III~
BuT everything Is still fine & even better thats show that I'm able to cope the task that given by My SuperioR! =) YuP~ HAvinG Good News today~
My HR (DIANA & SHERRY) CalleD Me TodaY~ SayinG thaT~*
"U got an contract frm thE companY in such a short Period~!" YeS I wiLL Keep It Up der~! Was feeLinG So HappY todaY but couldn't share with the person I LovE~* yUp~!
AnywaY this FridaY I'm meetinG Sis(Jerlynn) to have dinnER~ Thank U Sis For accompanY Me WheN I'm really Down & even feelin sO losT~ Although U ask me not to thinK about her anymore & even encourage mE to get into a New R/S an even give myself an the other a chance but I'm still thinkinG what can I do for Her~! She is the onlY one who can make me smile like before agaIN~! I dun blame her foR leavinG me~ SHe has a choice~! SHe is righT~! As lonG as she is happY I'm finE!
The WorDs thaT I saiD~ ThE OnlY goD GivE me Is U~****
*TimE To StrivE towarDs mY GoaL As a "YouNGeR AVP" Position~! NOthing CaN stop Me if I waN to~! SO I Believe I caN Do IT~!
YuP~ CheeRs GuyS~! Will Find sometime to Meet foR Lunch Ya~!

ResT oR jusT MovE oN~*

2008-04-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm~ Just came back homE from worK~ ANyway TodaY everything seem like getting smooth & steady~! In deeP there are loTs oF smIlinG & funnY things happEN! hahahas~ Erm~ Suddenly Feel That~ There are stiLL room for improvemenT~(For My JOB)!!! LonG time didnt get to catch uP with aLL my sweeT FreNs~ HaI~ Life is tough buT if u get to achieve wad u want u will feeL Extrodinary HaPPY~! This is wad I call as "CHALLENGE" & even "FeelinG Of AcheivemenT" in HRM~!HahahaS~!
So I had to do now is endure even its tough & tiring~! oH YA~ TalkinG about worK~ I'll introduce mY BEST Partner "SiminG" mY Mentor! HahahaS! thanks For everything~! Grace(Section Head) & Cindy(God Mum)~ Thanks For the teachinG, Care & Guide! U guYs givinG me lots of courage to move on to the next level & even stages to improve & I believe one day I can be wad I wan to reach my future Expectation~!
*From Grace~ She said the higher u are!
(More Responsible & morE Challenge will Be FacE)
Im considered the Fortunate onE~ TO have a Great Colleague(MENTOR & TEACHERS)~! +)
Thank U! I appriecate wad U guys give me! No matter wad I will JusT MOve On & seek for more improvement & even GettinG to the higher stageS~=) CheerS~ Anyway, Its Time for me to resT & prepare for the next Challenge~ WorkinG tmr morning & even having mY Exam(Acct paper =x)in the Noon.............

=) YeaH I brouGhT MothErs DAYs PresenT Le!

2008-04-24T09:41:00.001-07:00

Yeah Just finish MarketinG Paper todaY~ ErM~ Quite Ok laR~ StiLL can Manage~ hahahaS~ Btw~ HappY~ Rush dowN to Ochard jus to buY Present For MummY~ YeaH =)~ Brought a ~SWAROVKI Bracelets For MummY~ Although is not easy to earN money~ BUt as long as MummY like it can le~ MummY I will work hard DeR~ MUACK MUMMY~ =)

~NiCE ColleaGuE In CompANY~

2008-04-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

YuP~ Today was kinda busY~ indeep this Month waS super BusY~ No time for FreNs neither A ShorT Break~ Erm~ BUt giving myself some break rite now for blogging~ =)
Tempo Was so fast but due to the teamwork~ We manage to finish it under our EXTIMATION~ which is gooD~ YuP~! I'm sO luckY to worK alonG with MY SwEET Colleague~ Although sometime I THey're quite Aggressive to worK~ BUt LuckY I manage to cope up with them~ & ya tHey're so helpfuL & always treating me like their childreN~ Cause Im the youngerS theRE~ HahahahaS~

I LOVE THE PEOPLE THERE~! I LOVE THE JOB~! I LOVE CHALLENGE~! & I WANTED TO BE THE YOUNGER AVP THERE ONE DAY~! Like wad MY Sis SAy I CAN MAKE IT~ YUP I SO~ Cause I have a Good GuadiaN AngeL~ ThaT Is MY Colleague & My EFFORT & HARDSHIP~! =)

TODay Was havinG lunch with Shuyi, Weiye, Candy & his BF~ Yup~ I feelinG Weird rite~ hahahaS~ BUT We are still FRENS LaR! YUP~! ThaN after lunch Rush back to oFFicE~ To FINISH UP ALL THE SETTLEMENT & REPORTS~ YUP~!

Er~JUst finish my HRM PapeR on monday~ There are two more paper tO go~ Which is MARKETING & ACCOUNTING~ ThaN FInaL PapeR is ApriL 30th~
PlanninG tO BuY MOTHERS DAY PRESENT~ after my exam period~!

& ya after exam wIll meet uP with U DeR~ MY gooD FREN (RANDY)~ Meet Only on FRIDAY NITE & SAT~ CAUSE week day got to ResT early & got to work~ =) YuP I will remember ouR ShoppinG daY & also Be A Gd maN~! HahahahaS~! Cause We believe in KArmA~! Hmmmmmm~! GoT to Revise mY Marketing Le! See YA! NITE~!

CouRagE ThaT RemembeR!

2008-04-17T10:34:00.000-07:00

HeY........ LonG time didn't blog le! Somehow wanted to update u guys about mY new LIfE & challenge that I meT~!

Was Quite busY~ =) But I enjoY iT~ waS kinda ChallenginG~ rather than staY home Watch TV , wonderinG a Round or eveN BeinG waDever!

YuP anyway I enjoY working in a very busy & stressfuL environment~ ErM I won't describe it as stressful laR! For mY case I treat it as ChallenginG Environment~! Hmmmmm~ BuT Everyday got to wake up early to wash up & even dress up~ AnD TraveL to mY work placE! & for mY Case~
EverydaY I have to learN new thinGS! Although Is quite stressfuL buT I enjoY frM iT! hahahaS!
I'm sO Weird riTE~! PreviouslY, I feel quite tired of havinG Work & Study at the same time~ BUt now I feel that is better & it suit me~ Cause I have NO GF~! NOthing to worry or even ThinK about iT~!
*********BUt I believe that If she(*E**N*) is still around, I will feel betteR! I believe thinGs that she said is Sincere & She can give me the =), & she is the one I LOVE THE MOST! BuT Dream On maN!!!!!!! hahahaS!
Nothing Can change Her~ Decision has make everything is clear enough to understand~! So Is time to face the realistiC liFE, & jus melt all the Gd memories into mY Empty Heart~
CheeRS~! GuyS~! TimE to sleep le~ GoT to wake early in the Morning! NITE niTE!
zzzzzzZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

ThE =) ~*

2008-04-15T08:41:00.001-07:00

ShE looK likE the persoN I LOvE~*

ThE smilE! CheeRs~

JusT A SMiLE In LifE~*

2008-04-08T10:14:00.001-07:00

Hee hee~! LOng time never go blog le~ Finally have sometime to blog~ Yesterday was having dinner & Movie nite with Ying Hui straight After my work~ Wah was so tiring~ BUt I had enjoy the great movie last nite~ NIce MOvie & have a nice chat with "Ying Hui" about things that happen at my work & my life~! & yuP~ A Nice person to chill up with or even talk to~ =)

I believe That Life for me is wonderfuL~ Although sometime I feel down or even up~ life still have to carry on~ jusT like wad I feel now~ Things that I wan doesn't come to me. . . Expecially people that I LOVE~ It doesn't matter as long as she is happY I will be happy too! Just a little busy this dayS~ I believe that I still have a long jouney to walk & even carry on~
SOmetime I even face difficuitly~ & has to face it~ & I believe that the biggerS enemy in this World is non other than MYself~ To have self discipline & Humble~ ! YuP~

Actually this few days have been learning & absorbing lots of new things or even concept from the Senior Staff Colleague~ They are really kind & helpful~ There are more things to learn from them~
& ya I have to Thanks my fren frm introducing me the Job & also my collague from EVENT managerment~ Although I have been busy working & learning in my current Job~ But I will not FOrget about u guys~ Will try to visit U guys when time allows~ or even Come & Help up too! Whenever u need me! =) MissinG U guyS~! CheeRS~*

There are lotS Of thinGs to adept in mY Life & even in my future CareeR ProspecT~!
Although sometime things dun go my wayS~ *BUt U Have NO choice~ Mistake that u had make, you will always have to learn from it or either seek for better solution to solve it & not Just avoid from it~! This is wad I learn in My LifE~!

Anyway Time to rest & ya I'm tired le! SleepY~ Nite Nite GUyS~
zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ~*

CareeR MeaNs mY FuturE~*

2008-04-04T08:41:00.000-07:00

Nothing can hold me back~ Only FamilY Sweetness, Courage & Love~!
Sometime things is realistic~ U can only have Freedom Or CareeR~ But choocse to dismiss freedom & mY decision is CareeR~ So in that case I have to be stronG~! =)

MorE ThinGS To LearN~*

2008-04-03T08:36:00.000-07:00

YuP~ Just come back from work~! Lucky still can manage in Work~ Friendly environment~ HelpfuL people around me~ Got to arrange my table abit~ MEssY~ Was quite busy with work~! MOre new thingS to absorb in mY BraiN NeW hardware ~ hahahaS~! =) LOve U Daddy~ Thanks for the Herbal tea~ HahahaS still having Flu~! But recover abit le~! CheeRS~ Got to resT earlY~ Need to work tmr agaiN~! NitE niTE mY FreN~! z z z Z Z Z~!

My DePartmenT~ TRADE FINANCE~

2008-04-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

Attending my first day in Trade Finance Department~! Excited~! Got to wake up early~! Hope my flu can recover asap~! BLuR BluR~! FResH LooK & FresH DaY ahead~ =) CheeRS ZeN~!

It jus like an 围墙 TO mE~

2008-04-01T10:50:00.001-07:00

FeelinG tireD~ HavinG a very bad flu today~ Really bad~ When back to office today~ Meeting the Head of Department~! Hai~ Feeling quite tired this feel dayS~ How are u~! I really miss U so much~ I really wish to to see U~! & tell u how much I miss U~! I know is hard for u to turn back~!

ThinGs thaT I did foR TodaY~*

2008-03-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

YuP~* time for a small update~ YuP woke early in a morning~ Having breakfast with Sis & her BF~ yuP~ thaN When for TKD training~ Nothing much today~ Train the little one~ Is gd to see them improve~ Ya In fact I Treat them really fierce~ Scold them & Punish them~ BUt after I realize that need to explain to them why I punish them~ Ya its for their own gd~ I just dun wish to see my student get hurt. Cause everytime whenever we send them for friendly match they are always the one who got beaten~ See le also heart ache ya~ but after that I explain to them why I did this & that~ They improve after the words that I say to them~ & Treating it more seriously =) happY to see thaT~* YuP & I show them my 50 kick in less than 1 min~* HahahaS~ After the kick feelin so tired~ unlike last time~

Dunno why this days always having bad Headache~! Than Took a nap in the afternoon~ Wake up le~ Suddenly got one feelinG ~ WAnted to Write song~ Than start writinG~ YuP~ & Jus finish writing my new sonG~Yup in deep a niCe sonG~ hahahaS~!

MOre BUsY, MorE Challenge & LeSs FreedoM~*

2008-03-27T04:20:00.001-07:00

YuP~* Was feeling so excited today~ When for a 2nd last interview~ Wow didn't know that the COmpany is so GLOBAL~ I.e Big Organisation so many door to enter to reach the main one~ & I like the office~ So high & can see the sea~ Wow~ Waiting to meet up with the Head Of Department~ ON my last intervieW~ Woah~
Still Dunno Which Department I will GO?

They told me that I will lose my freedom as in less Social time~ BUt is alright~ I have enough freedom le~ Its time to Run towards my DREAM! I'm no longer a kids~ I'm old enough to face the Challenge~! I believe that hardship & effort will show result~* Two main thing I had to arrange well in my Now~
MY JOB & STUDY~*

Sorry Frens~ This few dAY really busy~ I will try to find time for u all~ CheerS~
My Career is on my waY~* My style iN worK ~ Nvr rely on anyone~ & JUsT do it urself~*

TodaY feeLinG exciteD~*

2008-03-25T07:22:00.000-07:00

Wooooooh~* YipEE~* FinallY The next challenge is coming uP in my life~ FacinG all kind of challenge now! Will be my first time in the Business field~ Wow~ So excited~ HappY~! My First step towards my DREAM~* =) Work hard towards mY DrEAM~* YiPeE~

Yup yesterday. Having Dinner with MY god Sis(Jerlynn)........ Thank U Sis for treating me Drink at TCC & buffet at bugis~ & Ya Sis I will be Ur Bride mate der~ DUn worry ok!~ & thank Sis for encourage me to go for work at Bank~ =) Jie Jie~ was So happy Yeasterday~ Thank U~!

& Ya NOt forgetting My Sweetest FamilY~ For Encouraging & always give me Moral & Physical support~ LOVE U all~ Will WOrk hard DeR~!

Was having Event meeting at Drangonfly~ =) Shennon & Yilin tryin to be funny~!

HaHahAS~*
On Monday~

FuturE Ahead Is Tough~!

2008-03-21T09:53:00.001-07:00

YuP~ HAvinG Lunch today with FamilY~ Eat Japanese fooD~ YumMY NicE at CentraL c~ ANyway is Sis treat de~ hahAHAS~ EXpensivE~ Ya~ YUP~

And the rest of the day is like talking about my Worked~ YuP~ HavinG Tough time ahead~ this few day had been busy doing my RESUME~! Soon I will be in Part time Study le & Full Time work~ Anyway I Can take the CHallenge & I will Accept the Challenge toO~ I will nvr give Up~ I believe that in order to Success, things will be tough at the StarT~ Ya And So I told Daddy that I will accept it~& even face it~! Just hope that things will be Fine~

Anyway I play until super lousy for basketball taining~ JUsT likE an FooL~

* & Ya~ I really miss U~! HOw Are U~! Sometime I ask myself why can't I forget U~ Now I knw the answer~ Its BEcause
"I LOVE U"~SER~!

The PhotO~* ThaT misseS~*

2008-03-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

THE KicKz In TaiwaN~*
TirinG niTE~*

RunninG oN thE waY~*

WhY arE U speciaL tO mE~*

2008-03-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hee~* WHen to gyM after schooL~ LonG time didnt traIN~ Cause Was BusY & faLL sicK~ yaY~ After gyM go watch "STEP UP 2"~ Really very nicE~! They arE sO Pro~ And their sO sweeT & touchinG~*
hahahaS~ So funnY was sitting alone in thE middle of the cinemA~!I will be haPPy, if U are there witH mE~* I though I am still dreaming & thinking u are still in China~ But it wasn't truth~ I lie tO myself~ tellin Me that U will be back to me~* But the answer Is!~ It will nvr be happEN agaiN~ aM I rite~* *~*~*~*~*~ hAhahah~ EmO agaiN~ this is for my New song lar~ My new lyrics~ SOmething missinG rite~ Anyway I am writing to someone I miss~* Its for U again~
I dunno why I always dreaM of U~* Maybe this is really wad I feeL~*

ResTinG HomE~ weakinG~

2008-03-11T06:15:00.000-07:00

Wooh~ Resting home this few days.......... When to see doctor after schooL~ Doctor say I got food piosoninG~ Today ate onlY fish baLL soup~ Weak bodY~LuckY finish mY MarketinG Project YEsterdaY~ Going to hand in tomorroW~ Endure for aleast 5 days le~! BUt now finally can't take it le........ GastriC so PaiN~* Feelin the pain in my heart is Worse thaN other thing~ I jusT hope that you're always happY~ I just hope you won't treat me like an stranger~ I really miss the day in Top of the Mount Faber looking at STAR~* I just wan a simple love you can give me and a chance that you could give me~ Im feelin sad when my birthday you didn't turn up~* and even a birthday wish u didnt give me~* I was waiting for ur Sms and even wish~* I just need a simple Love~* Just a sweet Love~*

Gosh~ I got fooD piosoninG~

2008-03-08T20:52:00.000-08:00

Sigh~ No energy to walk or even eat~ I got food piosoniniG~ Vomited~, giddy~ stomach achinG~ attended to toilet aleast 12 time~ Im weak now~ No mooD~ didnt really eat this few days~ GosH~* No energy to type le~ In need of resT~* Havent see doctor yeT~ If still getting worse I might see doctor!~~~~~~~~~~~~~

FriendShiP endS witH OnE SilenT~*

2008-03-07T07:09:00.000-08:00

*WhaT could I say~* nothing I could Said~ only a Sincere apologise that I could give~! SorrY & JusT Sorry~ If have done anything that U won't be happY~ No matter wad I jus hope that U guyS will stay in one heart~ & Dun bacause of ? thaN just spoilt the relationship oF frenS~! GuyS I will still be ur freNS if U all still treat me as onE~! CheerS~

My fav Hse~*

Today Im feelin Miserable not becos of me having Fever or about COmpetition~ IS becos of a frenS~ A freNS that I trust & cherish~ yuP~ thaTS Wad I could say! Having to said thanks for the people around me~ although U guys didn't manage to turn up my competition~ I had to say thank U~ I knw U guys wans to come~ But busy~ ANyway THANKS~ ThankS to Angel, Ver, Catherine, sharon & the rest of the Supporter~ Spending ur cherish time with me~! Cheers~!~ aNYWAY i alsO dunno why Im always sick lar~ MAybe Im just busy & have some un finish proBleM to slove~! I saw her~ the onE that once LOVE the most but~ She treat me jus like an strangeR~!Ya~ & Do U knw How I feel~? Do u rmb wad u say to me~ In ur life u only have Me & ur best FreN~ I still rmb this~ Sometime I jus hope that things that happen could change~ ya It only happeN in doreamon world~! I rmb the time U look at me~ And say to me that U love mE~ I was likE~ Dreaming~!!!!!!!!

Anyway for now im jus care about mY Family, Study, Career & Best FreNS~! ~ YA~!

Vivo Lunch~ witH "FunnY aR"~*

2008-03-04T07:02:00.000-08:00

HeY~ havinG lunch at Vivo city after schoOL with "?"funnY aR~! hahahAS~ Btw thanks foR beinG late aR~ though u won't be late this TimE~ & yA~ I havE enJoY havinG a great lunch with U yA~ SmilinG~ ThankS for aLL thE "funnY aR"~ Anyway hope U like that TOp~ HahahahaS~ Promise to get U one~ unlike someone who just came back from Melbourne & get ChiPs for me~ In the end nVr brinG~* HahahahaS~ Jus kiddinG La~ & Ya thanks for all the laughter~ Im quite HappY todaY~ =)

Was quite tired today when back home straight~ after the Lunch, shop & chit chattinG~ & ya I drink Ben & Jerry (Strawberry cheesecake Milkshake) Hmmmmmm~ NIce~! TooK a afternoon NaP~ waH~ iTs TimE to spenD time witH mY MarketinG ProjecT~ researcH~ ResearcH~ & researcH~ HaI~ waD A busY MontH~ loTs of thinGs to handle & even solvE~

*JusT hope that thE persoN who likEs to create trouble~ & eveN tryinG tO spoilt others emotion & even future~ Just a gentle reminder to U~ PlZ~ JusT Stop~ I have enough of all the crapZ~ Although I didn't lose or gain anything~ but I just hope that mY FreNS wiLL be alright~ PlZ~ This is mY lasT advise to U~ & I dun wan to involve with this~ Ya! ThankS~

*Anyway sorry guys~ wanted to watch movie with u all de~ But really lonG time nvr see fren le so decide to meet up loR~YuP~ Its timE to continue My Project~

WiLL update more when I'm Free~ hahahaS~ CheeRs~!

Miserable TimE~

2008-03-03T08:01:00.000-08:00

EvenT on No druGs & jus DancEs ~Saturday & Sunday~
*~Pang XianG & His Gf, Shennon & ME~*

YIpEE~ GooD News~ I when into the Semi-final~ YuP~ But is hard for me to get into final~Cause I have to Sing Fast EnglisH sonGs~ I had never even Sing a fast english song Before in My MY LIFE~ ChallenginG LIFE~ & ya Finally~ I cuT mY haiR le (At chapter 2)~ Er hahahahaS~ Thanks to Denise, Angel & Ver~ LAughinG & teasing me~ HeLLO NoT FunnY hor~
hahahaS~ Anyway the services is quite gooD~ =) oH gosh~ forgotten to took Passport Size Photo for Student Pass ~ busY Day ahead~ anyway got to finish Up MY project on time~ HAi~ SleepY woR~ Eyes closing ~Nite nite~ Guys~

Didn't really SinG uP To My standarD~*

2008-02-29T04:42:00.000-08:00

=( tirinG~ Today jus finish mY second round Psb idol second round~ Dunno I can qualify to the next round ma! Didn't sing up to my standard~ dunno why today My hand shake like heLL! Maybe~ & have some flu voice~ Does matter I can get in or waD~ I jusT wanna touch Everyone heartS~ whole body is weak now~! If I get in~ I will Play PIANO For sure~! ~爱笑的眼睛~
Im goinG SinG this~ For Sure~ I knw there is two Judge is quite un satisfy my voice~ I will let them know wad is my real standard if there is an next round~ for Sure~ =) ThanKS guyS for ur suPPortinG~ No matter I can or cannot get in~ I will Thanks u All~

A smiLe doeS LasT LonG~

2008-02-28T11:25:00.001-08:00

A smiLE does LasT LonG~ BuT that wiLL jusT remaIN in mY Empty Heart~ Sometime I ask myself~ how come I can't jus try it out & Jus FOrget the PaSS~ Although I move oN~ buT~ is likE~ ~ Nvr JusT Tired~ WHen back home early today~ SO tiring~ Took a nap~! thAN woke uP~ Ate dinner thaN go for a joG~

Anyway tomorrow I will be having some Psb Idol competition "SEcond RounD"~ I'm going to Sing~ yUP~

though I will not sing again~ jus because i wan to forget the Passes~ BUt it won't help~ So I knw I should carry on with it~ & remaiN her just in mY Heart~ This is wad I should be ThinKing~*

Taiwan TriP 2/6~*

2008-02-28T05:26:00.000-08:00

CooL SO CooLinG~*

OnE BitE ONe SMiLE~*

Wow~*

ThE FirsT 1/6 oF My taiwaN TrIP~*

2008-02-25T06:57:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK~! BBQ MUSHROOM~!

YUMMY~!

HEY CHIPMUNK~! THIS IS FOR U!~

COOL PLACE~! JIU FEN~!

MY FAVOURITE! ICE~ OR NI~!

SO COLD HERE~

wOw~ sO SHUAI~!

FAMOUS XIAO LONG BAO~

BULLET TRAIN~!

I HOPE ONE DAY I CAN FIND UR HEART~! I CAN IMAGINE U WEAR THIS~ & BE MY DEAREST WIFE & LOVE ONE~!

I LIKE THIS BREAKFAST~!

TAIWAN AIRPORT & I'M IN THE COOL PLANE! HEE~!

I'm now In TAiwaN~*

2008-02-24T02:16:00.000-08:00

Woooooh~ I'm in Taiwan~ finally jus reach a place where there is internet~ Anyway~ This placeS is really cool & so wonderful~ Love this place~ The people here is so kind & sweet~ YuP~ & today~ erM~ TodaY Programme~Shop shop shop~ Anyway GuyS~ I had already brought lots of stuff for u all le~ hahahahaS~ NO worry~ NOw still left my stuff wor~ Will upload all my pics when i'm bacK~
Something amazinG~ I stay in FIVE different Hotel~ SOme was at the "City" some was at the hot spring ( some was even at the Top of the mountain)~ & That was Really so beautifuL~ I love this Place~ =)

Hope tat one day I can BrinG U here~ (???) U know wad i'm thinking~I Miss U*~

See YA GuYS~*!

~Unwanted feelinG Is alwaYS TherE~

2008-02-18T09:29:00.000-08:00

FinallY school reopen~ but things has change~ Its me~ I'm changinG~
SilenTS~ No words~ NO topiC~ No commentS~
& I can feel that somethinG is wrong~BUt I will remain silenT~! & I'm tired of it~ Cause I'm in the fault~!
Thats why I need to have a break~! I need to start my life all over again! (If I can~)

She is missinG in my life~ I'm missinG her~ NO one knows~ & I believe she is doing fine & good~ I'm happY when she is around~ I Remember the army days~ She give me the courage & unlimited Strength ~ She give me the Unexpirey Smile~ & She enjoy the first fireworks festival with me~ But I miss the day~ Really miss iT~ =(
On 7 nov I was so down & nothing can stop me from walking under the rain~ NothinG has come into my minD~ After that~ When over to my Lao Shi(TINO) hse to stay over~DrinkinG, Chit Chatting & Gaming for the whole miserable nite~ Thanks to lao shi~I will remember the daYs that u takinG care of me~! like a small boY~! But I am growing up to be an adult ~ HavinG Positive thinkinG~ Knowing wad I wan in my life(FUTURE)~

Anyway I'm leavinG on 20 feb wednesday morning(which is tomorrow)~ Plane will be taking off at 6am~
Miss U GUyS~ & ya Randy(BEST FREN) take care hor~! Dun worry la will come back accompany U de lar~ CheerS~ =)

JusT FinisH My 10km RuN~

2008-02-16T06:08:00.000-08:00

WoooH~JusT Finish My 10KM RuN~ Tiring~ Leg swallon~ But aleast can Release mY UnhappinesS & stesS~ YuP~ IS One my longest RUn in this month~ Break My New record~! =)
ANyway after the run I feel quite relax~ PackinG Up my Clothes NoW~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Count DowN~ 3 more daY~ I will be going to TaiwaN~! LookinG FOrward~!

What DonE haS DonE~!

2008-02-16T03:07:00.001-08:00

Wohhhhh~ JusT release from work~ ANyway is Quite a challenging work~ I really enjoy working with it~ ThankS To Yvonne, Eric & Steven~!

*~ ThinGs has change~ Expecially ThinGs thAT around me~ I believe was my fault~ & I will not blame others~ Ya & so I really need a Break For MYself to think it over~ & to accept the fault~ I'm Human~ I can *FEEL*~ ThinGs wasn't Rite~ JusT Need some TiME~!

*~ The Trust I GivE The Reture I get~
I just wish that thinGs will be alright~

*~ Only U will understand my Feeling~! THANKS~! =) ThinGs Might change when I'm back~! CheerS~

TiME PaSseS ReaLLy FasT~

2008-02-12T11:31:00.000-08:00

Hai~ This MOrning My event~ Swim~&~SwiM~ ThaN HavE a Quick Breakfast~ ThaN Go HomE straighT~ after that "start PractisinG My Piano~ HahahahAS~ Practise UntiL So tireD~ ThaN~ Take a naP~ z z z Z Z Z~ wAke up to have Dinner with Daddy thaN rush down to meet UP with Randy, Alex, Allen, Tom & Else~ Some CompanY GatherinG~ hahahahaS~ HavinG lotS Of CraP ~ hahahahaS~ Anyway~ Was havinG Fun~ ThankS to Ivy~ Nice FooD~ YummY~ & ya U HavE A cute Twin babies~ =) CheeRS~

One more Week & I will Leave Singapore~! ***********************

A DreAM ThaT MAKe Me SMILE~

2008-02-11T09:30:00.000-08:00

This morning before I wake uP~ wAS haVinG a Good Dream~ A dream that i never though of~ GueSS WAD? I Dream of someone I miss the mosT~ A person that bring me alive~ BEfore!

I really dun wanna wake up~ Cause I really Miss Her so MUcH~ She is the one who climb up with me & never give up~ & give complain~ I remember wad I said to her ontop of MOUNT FABER~ "EVERYTIME I SEE U I WILL GIVE U ONE STAR"~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*& THE DATE Is SEPTEMBER 14 2007 is the date~ we being together~ BUt this is all passes~ I dun think she will remember this~ & I just hope thaT she is still fine~~ Cause I still miss her~ but it doesn't matter~ Cause i dun think she will be back~

A wordS~*

*Like someone does mean that u must be with her~*

*She is the one I miss~*

*Miss her smile~* & Sweetness~*

*I'm in thE wronG~ BUt is all too late~*

BuT I have to still work hard for my future~! =)

Daddy & Mummy I LOVE U~!

DaddY BirthdAY At "TUNG LE" Resturant~ =)

2008-02-10T22:41:00.000-08:00

DaddY happY BirthdaY~ =) Can see thaT Daddy very happY~ We have all grow up to be adult~ & daddy We will always LOVE U!

WhaT I GaiN iS WaD I loSE~

2008-02-04T09:25:00.000-08:00

RAnDY B~B~B'daY~ HurraY~hahahaS~

2008-02-02T21:09:00.000-08:00

HappY Birthday To my BesT buddY~ *RandY*~ haPpY 21st~ SMiLE =)~ ONce agaiN WishinG U a HaPPy B'daY~

* Friday after work celebratinG RandY B'day~ AT Ochard Swensen ~ =)
* Yipee~ Brought Burberry perfume for Randy (Hope u like it ya)!
* Sat Night~ After work go chill up with Randy, Alex & Allen~! (BAchALOR NIght) HahahaS~!
* Will try to upload all the photo inside~ =) BUsY~
* Cough~ Bit Flu~ & bit Sore Throat~ =(

+) FinallY haD TimE To ResTinG !~!~!

2008-01-30T09:21:00.000-08:00

Wah~ FinallY Had time for ResT~ Woo~ I break is like a heaven~ HahahaS~ Lame~ When Visit Yvonne & Frens from event company~ hahahahAS~ brought some "Tiong Bahru" food for them! Cause I promise them & They treat me good too! & ya Eric give me a couple Movie tickets~ ThanK U! Actually wanted to meet up joanna from mediacorp for lunch but was quite far~ hehehe~ Is only a few road away~ Lazy to go anyway~ look for Randy at Vivo "Domanchi"~ hahahaS~ Shop around~ indeep~ brought one top~ hahahaS~

So ya meet up Joan for movie~ First time watch movie with her~ Actually she is a very nice gal~ yuP~ Good GAl~ Independent~ Tat movie really good~ RAtinG 4/5 star!

Very touching~ That guy is really a PERFECT GUY~ Hai~ Good people always suffer~ SIgh~

AFter movie when to have dinner with Joan~ Having some Chinese Resturant~ NOT BAD~ YUP~ YA I treat u ok~ Next time~ then u treat me back la~ hehehe~ SMILE~

THE MOVIE NAME~

PS. I LOVE U~

BY HILARY SWANK & GERARD BUTLER

End of ThE EvenT~ =)

2008-01-27T08:25:00.001-08:00

~ME(ZEN) & MY WIFE(JOANNA) & My DEAREST CHILD BRENTON~

HahahahaS~ I wisH~ Gosh~ This few dayS! Really tiring~ Friday havinG Fever in the middle of the night~ after the first day of my evenT~ thanks to Mummy~ Make Ginseng Tea for me~! Daddy alight me half way to work~ on friday & saturday!~~~~~~~~
Was havinG A high fever~ Cough~ Flu~ GosH~

& still have to work! BUt i'm quite happY that lots of people were like taking care me!

ThankS to Yilin~Ask Jason & Johnathan Buy panadol for me~ hehehe~ So sweet~

Verni Thanks for buying Waffles for ME! =) Thank U~

Eric(Manager) & Steven(Manager) Buy special lurch & Dinner For me! U guys are really great & sweet~ HappY TO work with U guyS~ & There is more upcoming event to go! & SO I will do my Best YA! =)

Was looking after the stage area~ & some artisie Frm Mediacorp~ The Event is organize by Mediacorp~ EvenT Title~ HEALTH & WELLNESS~*

Finally today is the last day~ So sad~ Had to meet up with u guys again in the next event~ that is on Feb~ =)

*Sorry Guys I really wans to JOin U all~ BUt I'm really not feeling well & not in the mood to enjoY ~ TirinG~*

Oh Ya watchinG Movie with Jean(gd fren) on sat! Although I am feeling unwell~& ONe thing come into my mind is~ I had long time didn't watch movie le~ The Korean Chef thingy~ quite sad~but Very nice~ RatinG 4/5 star~

GosH~ HavinG Sore Throat~

2008-01-24T09:20:00.000-08:00

Ouch~ HavinG Sore throat~ Sigh~ FeeLinG SO DrY Now~

Planning for my workinG daYS~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

MissinG the DaYS~ ArH~ I can't Look BacK~

FOcus~ Dun let anything Put U BAcK~!

THroat Pain + COughinG= TirinG~

I MIss THis PLaCE~* MELBOURNE(TWELVE APOSTLES)

BUsY~ No time FOr SHoppiNG~

2008-01-23T08:30:00.000-08:00

So tiring~ This Few dayS~
Work~ ResT~ WOrk~ ResT~ WorK~ ResT~
No time FOr shoPpinG & Chill ouT~
LookinG forwaRd to Daddy Birthday~ Chinese New Year~ Planning~ Present For Daddy~*=)

HeheheheX~

A words That I FeeL~

A Champion will nvr always remaiN in the same Level~ *

TKD Friendly At Ngee Ann Poly~

2008-01-21T10:58:00.000-08:00

HahahaS~ SmilinG~ Didn't really do well in my sparrinG on Sunday~ Nvrmind no regret!
i being slacking & didn't have time for traininG~ Speed getting slower~ Need more speed to score higher point~ & thrash theM~! Actually is quite an relaxinG fight~*& My whole life for sparring this is a easier fight that i didn't expect~ hahahaS~! But I will never look down on mY opponent~ I believe One day they can be strong~!=) Will try to attend more training & even train harder~ To get better resulT~*

BusY Busy BusY Busy BusY Busy BUsY Busy~

*When can mY Cough Be recover~!
*Ankle injury!

~ PhotO=) ~

2008-01-21T10:41:00.001-08:00

=)
*NeveR Depend On OtherS~
Be Urself~*
*Never Do thinGs Because oF otherS~
"OnCe Again" Be UrselF~* =)

Am I gettinG MOre Serious~*

2008-01-18T09:00:00.000-08:00

Wake up at 7am~ in the morning! Going to Daddy office~! Helped up abit~ than when back to daddy room to read up some books suddenly doze off~ hahahaS~ So paiseh! Afternoon me & daddy rush down tiong to have lunch with Ee Jia(Bro GF) my mei mei~ when to see my dearest bro recieving award~ woooooooooh~ SO cooL~ Smart & Handsome looking ya! BEst TRAINER AWARD! SO proud to have a bro like U! When my dearest bro recieve award somehow my mei mei shout LEE JIAN LONG! & I was in the middle with her~ Everyone is like lookinG at US~HahahahaS~ SO funny~ hahahaS! OH ya~& I finally cut my hair le(SHoRTER =x) Daddy also cut with me & I will upload some photo up! smilE! SO tirinG today~ TImE to ResT~Wad a busy day ahead~ SMilE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) SLeepY SleePY~ !

The DayS~ WherE I am~

2008-01-17T10:30:00.001-08:00

CoughinG =x ~ BAdlY~ Sigh~ GOing daddy office help up~ Can see daddy is quite stress~ Sorry that I can't help much~ AFter that rush to Paragon to work~ but is Fun~! work with RandY (gd fren) ~ talk lots of crap~ hahahahAS~ Brought a pants that cost $149~ lucky i have discount $104.7~ for chinese new year! BuyinG shoes soon~ quite nice~ while colour~

erM~ TOmorrow going to daddy office to helped up than afternoon go *bro Passing out parade~

with Daddy,Ee Jia(bro GF) & ME*!

hehehe~ LOokinG forward ya!

Misses* the ARMY days where I am ONE~! IS tough but is FUN! MY style~ Do everything with pride~! =)

This is mY WaY~ Even NoW I will continue with this attitude~*

Never Give Up until I trY~*

(MY waY)