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FeelinG Neglected this days! Been busy working & schooling.
Sometime feel even tired & Lonely!
Yup every effort pay a price. I even forgot the days where I'm with?
Nvrmind! Just stay calm & steady with things that I'm doing!
God KnowS & I know!

Is that an Neligent?!

Jus got back hm! Feelin so tiring! Chest Feelin aching! Probably stress abt WOrk and some other Partnership thingy! Was quite piss off with my colleague! Make an mistake and still dun apologise plus giving attitude! (Do u knw by giving such attitude could destroy your apprisal i.e. Career)! Anyway I dun care le!
SOmetime I really hope U could be my side!
Its really tough when you are all alone facing the relistic life!
To be able to Lead and Success this is the things I got face!
(My tear often roll down when i'm all alone)
Probably this is the way to Success!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* I'm Sorry for being so Naive!
=,(

ChinA ShanghaI TriP!

Ice-cream melt le lar!
aCT LIKE ITS NICE!

Three nite Shanghai!


onE OF THE FAMOUS RESTURANT IN SHANGHAI!
ON DADDY! YUMMY! GooD! RatinG 5/5 *****









"DONG PO RONG" EEEEEeeeeeeeeeee!



MEETING AMY ON SECOND LAST DAY OF MY TRIP!




Dinner oN AMY! Really Appreciated! Delicious!

My Shanghai good fren!
"Me anD AMY"


Shanghai nite Life " Drink On AMY" ThankS AMY!

mORE PicS WILL be UPLOADED!

I'm in XI WU(China) NOW! ShanGhai!!

ItS relaxing here! but the weather here change very fast! Gosh!
Nose Bleed almost everydaY! due to the weather!
I really hope could go with u at the lake! watching Sunrise!
miSS U AlwaYS!

SO tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Endurance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cough COugh~*

My goSH! Woke up in the morning! Feelin really terrible! Throat feel so pain! still feeling unwell! Really doc said i need aleast 10days to recover! Body aching! hmmm!
SO dun care still go work! This morning! Nothing much i could said abt them!!!!!!!!!
No offence!
Its still the same! GIVinG those BLack attitude Face! But I dun care! Its my duty to finish up my joB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Endure Its the onli things i could do! There more to come! I'm always ready for it! =) zzzzzZzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ

Sickness Could Give myself break!

hmmm! Was having fever on Friday! But had to endure and still when to work! Gosh~ really can't take it! Than when to consult doc! Got An MC! Doc said u need to rest dun too stress! Cos my chest feel so pain! Due to virus! Doc said got to rest no activity........... Go resT ok! Nw having SORE THROAT!!!!!!! Giddy!!!!!!! Feeling SO COld!!!!!!!!!!!! Throat Pain! NO energy! Many things to finish! Prob in WOrk!
Its time for me to endure!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY TARGET!
1)~FINISH MY SCH(UNI)
2)~?????

My Birthday daYS!

My BirthdaY Present Frm MY BOSS and Colluague!(CARROT & TAKA VOUCHER)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pie FrM LilinG(DAR)!
Rice On Diana!

ThE PicS DaYS

ProbleM=Work Nvr endS!

So tired! My Brain is fuLL of WorK & Problem! There are unpredictable things happen!
Jus like problem! Though I could solve iT immediatly! but its not easy as I think!
I'm tired! I need rest! I need Break!
Travel is a good idea! But there things that hanging over! Problem & Sch Project!
Problem jus like things that I wanted to hav an Explaination & even to solve!!!!!!!!!

"QuestioN MarkS"

Im Tired~! Really Feel like tearing.......
Nothing I could said........ Many things had happeN!
I really hope I still can hanG oN!
Feeling lost for the wholE daY~*

I dun KnoW~!

I dun knw wads the reason! Why All Lies comes to me! =,(
I really feel so miserable! There are nothing I could do!
ItS all abt trusts and even believe! I cant believe tis prob is belong to mE!
ItS HurTS! Its PaiN! ItS UnforgiVEneSS & Unacceptable!!!!!!!!
Maybe this is truth! I deserve iT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lyrics by Zen Lee

~My tear simply Roll DOwn, just like before~
~My trust Could Nvr Fellow, My Heart beat simply stop~
~I ask myself, this could be jus a dream or Nightmare~
~Maybe I jus can't accept this as a fact~
~Neither to move or FOrgot~
~A chance could more than enough for me to exist~
~There are nothing I could listen and even said~

MAnY thinGs could be easily donE, buT I did not do iT PERFECTLY!!!!!!! ='(

I believe in DREAM & Even hopES! BUt Many thingS has happEN! DUe to a mistake thaT I makE in mY life! My Time management SUcKS! IN WORK, PERSONAL MATTER & EVEN STUDY! REALLY MESS UP! Didnt really do it PERFECTLY!!!!!!!!!!!
ReallY feel a little miserable! I can BRing my stress i.e"work" matter home
jusT like giving attitude to the others that does not relate and even affect my personal life as well as in study! ReallY hope that there is more enough time for me to rest and even Re-organise my LIFE!!!!!!! Sorry to EVeryonE!!!!!!!
=,(

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There are nO VALENTINE DAY FOR ME EVER SEEN THE FIRST BREAK UP IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

~OBJECTIVE~
*I will try mY best to cope uP everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*"BEING THE OUTSTANDING ONE IN MY DEPTS"
*FInish UP mY PROJECTS!
*Try to get out from the miserable daYS!!!!!

DaddY B'daYS~*

******PicS oF thE DaYS********

DADDY B'DAY!!!!!!!!!!!
CHEERS!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE U DADDY!!!!!!!!!

CNY??????????!!!!!!

CNY does seeM like onE! FeelinG so tiring! So losE! miSS aLL mY buddY and FreN!
COncentrate abt work but lose lots of communication & contact with freNS!
haIZ! WiLL try tO look out for some time for YOU GUYS! =) BusY daYS!!!!!!!!!

BTW< HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!!

Rdgs,
Zen Lee J.Y

Im tireD~!

Birthday jus pasS! Feelin alittle confuse! thinking that whY am I stiLL not there yeT! I.e. (wad have i achieve while im in 21th!) NOthinG yeT!and now im 22 years old! Hai! THere are more goals and personal target! hai! Btw was quite happY while I receive a Gift frm mY boss and colleague! A Carrot( hahahaS was a Joke frm them!)! even if is just a carrot! I won't minD! Aleast You guys cheer me uP! While im focusing! As all the docs was all over my table! Thanks Rosalind(boss),K.K, Seline, Rodson, Debora & Li Ying(Diana)! & Daddy, Mummy, Sis, didi, dar & alex! for all the wonderful thingy u did for me! thankS! although I did not receive any cake but I receive a BIG PIE From DAR! AND LUnCH FRM DIANA! =)
*Hope all my effort & hard work count!

(2008 has pass, new live has born!)
(The tearS had jus fellow thru the momory!)
(No one Knows, No one Heard!)
(Maybe The Effort could change the world thaT Nvr Exist!)
(FOcusing and learning is a ProcesS!)
(I wiLL BE alwaYS tHE ONE!)

(I trust YOu, dun Let me dowN!)
(Hope the trust, will nvr turn into a endlesS path~!!!)

Unpredictable Life~*

ChrisTmaS Eve does seem like one! More like an fell daY workinG! Finish work at
7:30pm!!!!!!!!!! and others left the office at 4pm sharp! and Me! work late! sigh!!!!!!!!!! after work go to bosS hse to Celebrate Christmas Eve! So tiring! Ate those BBQ food, Drink beer and doze off in the karaeok room! thaN go drink again! reach home at 6 plus! BTW thanks bosS and your husband for showing lots of care and concent towards me~ Really Appreciate! and Im tinkinG oF you My daR!
* Sometime u might be the outstanding onE~ But u can be the Best or the Worse one!
Being the outstanding one U need to be more careful while doing thingS~ Once You did a mistake people will start saying is it tis is it that! unlike the worse one! people will jus gossip all they one and jus dun care!
Really feelin tired when people does seem like giving some team work! Really hope those situation will be better! and stoP gossiping and saying that boSS is bias!!!!!! We are a team!! Im trying hard to help you guys out! Be a team!!!!!!! And not jus pushing work and being childish!
Im not superman! I cant do all three or four person work! I need to handle two persoN work load and not jus one person load like you all!!!!!!!!!!
Its tiring, and stresS! Is easy to say but is not easy to handlE!
(Dar hope I did not neglect you!!!!!! Im sorrY!!!!! I apologise for being toO emotional)!!!!!!!!!!! SorrY DaR! LoVE U!***********

DND NITE

A wonderfuL dinner & dance conducted by DIANA & elsE! HahahaS!
After DND was rushing to Constance b'daY! With bei bao, Diana, COnstance & ME!
Eat Sing And DrinK! HAhahahaS! Was SO drunK! hahahaS! reach home at 5.30am! wOW! HAppeninG maN! Really EnjoY the day with U ALL! AND MY SWEETIE BEI BAO!!!!!!!!!!!!
BTW more pics will be uploadeD!






Fiona and ME! During DND! Act like an teacheR!!! =) KAWAYI DES!


Bei Bao wad are U doinG aR! IN mY rooM???????????????!!!!!!!!!

Bei baO WOR~*

your fave rabbit! tinkin to buy u one! Rabbit frm london! SGD499!!!!A little ex for a bunnY!

Mont blanc(wallet) christmas Present from bei bao~*=) thank U! muacK!!!!Btw do like the watcH~?! Can see U like alot! ONe more present for U!!!!!!!! =) EX EX DER! GUESS WAD! a bag/dress/pet(SGD499 rabbit) or phone?! hahahahaS! will knw?! once u receive!

My new sweet homE~* stiLL under constructioN~*